i will update.

i really wanna talk about serious things.like life, economy, and politics. but see, they're not serious. except for life. life is a serious issue.. whatever.

before i start reading tupang itim na nunal's sona speech, i wanna say that i dont want this. i hate her and everybody else who "pressured" her to make stupid decissions. dont ask me anything about it. i dont know much, but i do know, there's somebody else behind their stage. i hate this. i'll never like politics. never.

only music. and art

here's my new motto. i made it up while i was taking a shower..

"music is my soul. my soul is art. "

and no, if you think a part of that is grammatically incorrect. ok?

good.

and one last thing i wanna say,. fellow students in all levels, even though how much we have to embrace our studies for the sake of reaching our goals and sacrifices we do, no matter what outcome we get from this life, never say you never hated school. la lang.

now i'll read lame school stuff. bye.

okok. ekek. ekkk. happy,so happy. happy so much. so so much. so much. tsss. tkts. weh. ever. lechugas. yadayada. sauss. sad. ang galing. ano ba. yeheyy. tae.

la. list ng words ko. yeheyy.

tsss. kakapagod mga lintek na plates. pero mas ayos yung plates kaysa reaction paper.lalo na pag yung reaction paper wala ka mabigay na reaction kasi baduy yung pinanood niyo non tas di mo pa maintindihan yung english nung nagsasalita. ang tae.

tapos isang minor GE subject.. binibigay mo dugo mo at pawis. para lang maka uno. pano pag di uno!?tsss. kaya habang maaga pa at gusto ko ng mahabang pahinga/saya... tatapusin ko na ito. yeheyy

(english mode. yeheyy)

im quite progressing on pencil and tech pen but my style is still the same... sketch-y... ekkk. i just like doing the back and forth small movements on the hand,specially when making small details. cute.

and i still feel hopeless on paiting. that's why i prefer painting on a large board/area than small bond paper ekek stuff. AND I HATE USING BLACK AND WHITE ONLY. it's too solid and i cant feel the essence of the painting. with grey it is okay. atleast it gives me the feeling that there is a third option in this world. gets?

i got some questions...
1. what is music,without art?yeheyy.
2. what is math,without art?yeheyy
3. what is science,without art?yeheyy

art is not just colors and lines. it's the sole foundation of the critical thinking of man/woman, where they can, not only express theirselves, but to build something new,be better,be logical,and be creative. art is everywhere. you can not only see it,hear it,or taste it. you can FEEL art.

<tsk. ganyang talaga pag nababangag sa paggawa ng reaction paper na nakaka no comment. yeheyy. find reasons to want to write something i love. yeheyy talaga>

ok.last journal entry forever...ewan.

as much as i wanna..i draw or paint.im just not super duper totally inspired like 100% inspired i just perspire and i become expired and i become sick and i die and i look away...

ok.kasi ganto yon..

temptation to "learn" other "things" takes my mind away form art..i turn to music. bastah. kasi naman eh. ampfck. yan tuloy. after plates no more "me" art...just "me" music...that's why there's not much improvement on both sides.

ladies and gentlemen..i found another weakness

i "love" too much..

ekk
ok.bye.

visit my multiply and youtube account

i cant draw realistic people...even anime people...but then i realized...

to make a perfect art work for your eyes is to follow no rules.art is free.art is your soul.art is in your head and heart...only you know the best.

im sick of pressuring myself to learn "techniques" already...ahahahaha

visit my multiply!!

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and friendster!!

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i am currently practicing on charcoal works...lol..i gotta know my basics...

im not udpating much,i know...but i will!!

visit my multiply still..

and please give comments!!that's one big thing that'll keep me updating here...

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im not inlove...im not inlove...im not love